yes. its my 90th post.
and now i shall move to http://whoischeryl.livejournal.com
i think. for now.
i feel like moving. hah.
i might move back here tho.
might.

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

1:19:00 AM

i love my baby. yay.
i think pms is over. hahaha

Friday, August 29, 2008

7:05:00 PM

Piano

You are very bubbly and bright. You like to be the center of attention and love when people notice you. You thrive on people liking and accepting you. This is wonderful, but let it go to your head. You must realize not everybody wants to be your friend. You are trusting and hardworking, and tend to learn quickly. you don't like to be active much unless it is in your studies/music. You love going to parties and being with friends, but often you tend to shut your family out of your life. The piano is very tempremental and with that comes a sea of emotions. You are trusting and loving to people very easily but if they hurt you, you can hold a grudge for years.

oh man. i think its veh true. haha.

4:33:00 AM

i am crazy to be awake at this time.
haha.

i miss him.

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

PMS 1:28:00 PM

i think i am suffering from a severe bout of PMS.
cheryl's gg crazy.

yay.

i am not sure if im in love.
but i know i love you.

Question Mark 12:00:00 AM

tried calling you.
line couldn't get tru.
tried calling you again.
line still couldn;t get tru.
tried again.
line got tru. [yay!]
line got rejected by you. [boo =( ]

sometimes i find myself wondering.
are we meant to be?

i feel my resolutions swaying..
but hold on girl.
hold on.

for the love.
for us.

time will tell everything.

just go to slp.
things will be alright.

Monday, August 25, 2008

我不配 5:15:00 PM

when i fall apart.

now i see why people say its tough to sustain a relationship once you enter university.
cause now i really see it. i can feel the strain on us. that sometimes you are no longer my first priority. that i prefer to do certain things rather den meet you. i dunno what am i doing.
i stil love you. yes i know now i still do.
but somehow i feel that our love have become very routined. like calling me every night have become a habit but not because we genuinely want to talk. and sometimes i feel that we are drifting apart. i know you are trying. i know i am trying. but sometimes there are certain things that i cant share for i alrdy forseen your reaction. its kinda hard for me to keep filtering my thoughts. and decided what would be the appropriate stuffs to say.
but i still love you despite all that.

i dunno what to do. what to think. i think its making me crazy.

Saturday, August 23, 2008

3:15:00 AM

omg. i totally miss boys and girls.
its been long since we had an outing.
lets have one soon okay! oh man. i got so much to say.
so much to catch up on.
updates on my uni life.
updates on hall life.

i miss the dolphin gang too.
miss the breaks where we just sit at marquee and gossip.
we are gna have an outing later!!! YAY

time is really not enough in uni.
i find myself sleeping at 3-4am daily. zomg.
this is not healthy.
and for all the late night supper sessions.
andddddd. well hall life is fun definitely.
but somehow some times, i think my life might spiral out of control if i dont control.
lol.

somehow. i think something changed in me.

Friday, July 25, 2008

TIMEEEE where are you?! 11:04:00 PM

time. i am running out of time. i need time.
time for me to settle uni stuff.
time for me to spend with kip.
time for me to spend with my friends.
time for me to spend with myself.
time for me to breath.
time for me to spend with my sister.
time. i am running out of time.

its really exhausting.
to juggle so many things at one go.
plus really overwhelming for me.

went to ntu to collect my hostel keys today.
wow. my room's a mess. hahaha. its like freaking dusty la. and the toilet stil got hair ont lo. eeyer.
the window's gross.
and i dont really have much time left before hall camp. and i haven packed my luggage~
BEST.

and boyfriend wants to spend time with me.
bestie's bday coming.
celebration on sunday.
but sunday im moving into hostel as well.
AND hall camp's on sunday!
how am i suppose to split into 3?
hahah. i suppose i will manage.

oh no i am ranting arent i?
sometimes i feel really alone.
even tho there's people arnd me.
even tho people are there for me.
i still feel the solitude.
detached from the hustle and bustle of the world arnd me.
sometimes, this feelin really scares me.
am i weird to feel this way? haha.

i am never good at meeting people.
much less making a good impression.
i often come across as someone really crazy or someone really quiet.
am i really THAT extreme?
grrr.

cheryl's a shy little girl who do not like to talk.
she wont talk unless you talk to her.
and she do not socialise well.
she has no idea how to start small talks.
she is screwed.
argh. i hate meeting new ppl.

PS to those actually reading this post, i think im PMS-ing.

lalala~ im gg random.
so im gna sign off and watch sex and the city hahaha.
btw. xfiles the movie suck. like big time.

Monday, July 21, 2008

11:22:00 PM

just came back from MSE/CSE FOC. its quite a fun camp really.
just that its also like a major match making session hahaha.

uni camp is very much different for JC camp i suppose. the people are more crazy. theres more guy and girl interactions.

and kip is all worried that i will run away. (:
i wont la. cuz im not the kinda girl that guys will naturally be attracted to.
im a brother brother kind bleah.
quite sad eh. not attractive to guys. oh well i am attached. what can i say.

hahahha. i think im gg crazy. i need to cont running in order to preserve the muscles that i gained during camp!!!!
i made new friends! (: (: (:

okay la. dunno what to say alrdy. cuz veh hungry. den tired also.
got hall camp coming up! i am gna live in HALL 1! (:

somebody's bday coming soon... (: (: (:

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

Reading is my hobby 11:06:00 PM

what is a really great thing to do to spend your time.
ans: a good book and my favourite chocolate at the same time.

what makes me forget my tiredness and cause me to lose track of time
ans: a good book and a long bus ride home.

what is the thing i crave for most when im upset.
ans: a good book along with tons of chocolate. esp dark chocs.

my love for novels. fairytales. trillers. horror. comedy. non-fiction.

it took me years to establish that im not a nerd.
but now, im gna denounce the claim. and proclaim..

i am indeed a nerd. a fact i can never deny.
i love books. i love the smell of it. whether old or new.
i love keeping them in perfect conditions.
they are always there for me. and are the greatest companions when solitude is sought.
it is a part of me which is unchangeable.

a good story will always keep me entertained.
and will always be a part of my life.

maybe. i shld start buying more books.

Sunday, June 22, 2008

Back to work. Back to life. 11:02:00 PM

Yes tmr im ending my very very long break. back to work.
blegh. oh well. i hope it will be fun. after not working for 2weeks, i kinda forget what to do.
bleah.

oh and i received packages for orientation camps. ALOT of orientation camps.
like oh my goodness. i have decided to attend two of them. wahha.

yup. okay. back to sex and the city. den bed.

LALALA

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